Oh lovely, lovely day.

Hasn't been the best 24 hours.

I have no idea what's going on McScotty but something is up. His son was in town for most of last week and he flew back home to CA last night. He's been a having a rough time (girl issues) and McScotty was trying to snap him out of it. We haven't seen each other since last Tuesday. Up until that point, everything was going wonderful (I mean wonderful...it was perfect). Since then I have kept a pretty low profile since I know he's been dealing with some family drama and needing to give his son his full attention. Aside from a few phone calls and texts here and there we haven't had much contact. I miss him a lot and that is killing me, but again I understand where his attention needs to be right now.

So yesterday evening his son flew back to CA. McScotty text me to tell me we was hanging out with his younger son for the evening, etc (hasn't really seen him since the other one was in town). I haven't heard from him since then. It's really unlike him. If we aren't together he almost always calls or texts me at night and then again to say 'good morning'. Nothing. I don't know what's going on and in my world that makes my head spin. I'm pretty sure he's still dealing with the older son's issues, but I wish I knew what was going on. I keep thinking maybe it's me...maybe I've done something, but then again that's pretty impossible since I haven't really seen him or talked him. But again, this makes my head wonder. It just needs to chill out.

Easier said than done since I have been stuck inside with a sick little girl. I had a small little birthday party for her yesterday afternoon. I knew something wasn't right when she wouldln't eat any cake. About a half hour later she threw up. And that continued into the evening. My evening was spent washing sheets, giving her baths and trying to explain to her why she couldn't have milk (not an easy task by the way). This morning we happened to have her 2 year check up so we went into the Dr. Only to find out she has yet another 'really bad' ear infection. Round 4. She hasn't thrown up today and is acting fairly normal. Although she's on a food strike again (common when she gets ear infections). Lovely, lovely day I'm having.

That said, I haven't been able to do much today to get my mind off what's going on with McScotty. I just wish the man would call or text me to tell me what's going on so I know he's okay. I guess this is where my impatience gets the better of me.